Ramblings...

I think its happened eventually, I have lost it, gone nuts, mad, crazy, whatever.

My head is a jumble of live wires, all of them lighting up together, crossing each other, short-circuiting my system. I stare at my reflection, who is that there? Frankly, not that I ever recognized myself, I've tried looking for me inside that 5'6 frame of mine. Never been able to capture a clear image. I am still a long way away from me. When will I ever ? if I ever will...

Why do we do things we do sometimes? Answers elude me, questions keep rising. Is life a journey towards your own happiness, everything else being secondary? or is life a balancing game, some happiness, some restraint. What happens when your mind, your bones get too tired of the balancing game, when you want to just let go and allow the forces of universe to take over. Lead you to your destiny, whatever that be. Is that disaster standing at the next corner? This one is only meant for the brave, the ones who put their sails to the winds and rise with the waves. I am no steel, I dont gamble. If I were to let go, where would u take me, time, author of my destiny!

Questions...questions...